Was it so hard? The reason why i don't open up to people because i know they are not opened up to me yet. I am actually a really easy going person. If you trust me, i'll trust you and there, we can be better than just friend. But every time i gave my almost-all, i look back and i see that i am not the best person available for her, *back out*. Well, as long as my friend has someone for her that is good enough. At least this is how i think, but people assume i am always the one who always 'leave' in friendship. You can say that i am always the 'waiting to be approached' kind, yeah i can't denied because i really am. I don't even have time to share my everything when everything that happens to me are always confusing and i am trying to solve it by myself. WHERE GOT TIME TO SHARE MY STORY? I always don't get how people get time to talk about what happening around them every,single,day. This is how FRIENDS communicate right? Sigh i know i can never have any close friends. From here, i really feel i am an introvert. *laughs* 

Who knows? I tried. I may not be a friend who can be there to ask if you are okay today, but definitely i will always be there whenever you need me to. You know, even if i am dead my soul will still reach there. Yeah this is me. My loyalty have yet to be shown out *LAUGHS*