Had a super stressful day today. i just wish to blog something but i really don't what i can blog when everyday was like project, dance, project and dance. oh well, there was some meet ups though haha.

probably this time round i'll just write about a 21 year old stuff..

Independent, Patient, Decisive, Calm/intelligent, Understanding, Security.

I would wish that he is someone who will be able to look after himself ALOT. 

He need not look after me so much, i mean yeah maybe not so much. just not over caring because i will find it annoying because i am actually someone who can take care of myself (so don't nag, once twice enough) :) 

and yes just like me, he should seriously be able to look after himself and not me nagging him the whole day. Be a man! do the right thing! sick must eat medicine right, why make me nag right? hahahaha.

Independent is important. Because i worried alot. i worried about very little small things in my busy daily life that my brain always blows silently. And because i worried alot, i often get absent minded, forgetting this and that. They say i am blur but no, it was just too much things in my head already that i always forgot things, i really didn't mean it :( I wish he can be the one that need not me to worry. And because i am so absent minded, and cry super easily, he MUST BE PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING.

And i am so super indecisive person. i really need him to be a calm/intelligent person and decide what is good for me. this is when i will put my trust on him :')

Lastly, security. this is so damn important. I appreciate mutual feelings that both of us felt belong with each other. 

OKAY END. 

this shall be a joke until next year i come back and write 22 year old ideal boyfriend.

nights :>