let's talk about my FYP.

Luck wasn't on me this september.

AmounG 200 students I was one of the 4 to be under bio-informatics group, and among 4 of us I was under the worst supervisor, and between 2 of us I was given this damn MATLAB programming.

And the girl who was under the same supervisor as me is a CHINA. I say again, CHINA GIRL. Saying she is a china girl, you can totally imagine how stress it will be. THEY ARE BUNCH OF SMART ASS.

MATLAB.. okay can. It was totally alright to do MATLAB programming even though I know nuts about it, but it's TOTALLY NOT ALRIGHT when you have a strict demanding SARCASTIC supervisor :'(

Somebody save me? MATLAB...WHO CAN HELP ME WITH IT? :'(

it was such a stress thing that I can't take it at all. 

THIS IS KILLING ME.

I'M BARELY BREATHING.

I still have SLEAGUE, SA, RMC, PERFORMANCE, DRIVING LESSONS and TP.

I CAN'T TAKE THESE. 

not like I will commit suicide or what..but many times thinking..

CAN I JUST SLEEP AND DIE UNCONSCIOUSLY?

cause there isn't anything I can't bear actually..I am serious.
I am stupid and unadorable to everyone.

all I need/want is to set myself free from everything.