It's the New Year Eve right now! :}
oh well, i felt so disappointed for the year 2011 though.
it's what i thought might had happen between us never happened.
and what had been promised, seems to be broken so easily.
i felt so terribly, disappointed.
oh well.
I still have some fun times too! :}
or i should say, these fun times could heal me a little.
at least, it's much less pain with more joy happening around me.
it eventually kept my smile going on :>
in the year 2012,
thinking about resolution.
i'll just say some that i'll be sure i will do it.
not going to have any more empty resolution.
First : Get my driving license.
Second : Get my GPA increased.
Third : Give love a try.
Yeah, this shall be my three Gees :}
i'll let love come for me this time.
i'm not going to wait for things that i thought would happen a year ago.
i'll never search for it anymore.
i'll stop my search.
i'm giving love a try.
love it's a feeling when it's a crush, an interest.
but love it's not just a feeling anymore when comes to a relationship.
you have to say it out to let each other know how we truly feels.
love it's not a guessing game. it's a serious game.
love need to be acknowledged.
it need not be acknowledged by the whole world.
at least, between one another.
I'm Esther.
