Simplicity.

Friday, April 8, 2011

I enjoyed myself last night; never laugh so loud for very long already.

the happiest thing was i can play a part for charity for japan, & helped my friend- dee:)

above are just some photos took! & yeah, awesome dinner, and met a cute pianist guy haha:P

Well. It was another tiring day, have been dancing like everyday.

until today i feel damn chui~ steady, 0% energy or prolly -30% even more -_-

i didn't sleep well at all. beside dance, there's still meetings & proposal. fcuk 2 of them :'(

yeaah. my body aching everywhere.

i don't know why, i fcuking have this problem of looking myself in mirror sometimes.

that's why i always like to look down when i dance.

i really wanna change this hell of me, and have more confidence. gosh!

feel so weak, feel so bad, felt so stress. darn, too many emotions hit on me these days.

& i just cried all out today outside. not wanting anyone to know, i dont want them to feel bad etc.

cause it's just nothing to do with them but myself, yeah.

i don't know what i'm good at, but all i know is i want to be better. that is it i'm sure;

i'm... loss of words.

i'm kinda lost myself, i guess i need a break but it's impossible to do so now.

cause time don't allow me to, so i'll have to be strong & go forward yeah? jy:)

♥ 12:40 AM